JUST ANOTHER CRUSH.

Q: What is your biggest fear?
A: To lose someone I really love, and care about.
Q: What is the greatest happiness existence?
A: To love and being loved ♥

I have never experienced such feeling of loving and being loved. Have I?

It's not like I'm desperate, no. There's this one guy that gets me thinking, is it real or just another crush? High School Girl Crush, right.

We have been classmates for a year and InsyaAllah, hopefully we could survive another year to come :) I have been admiring him since 2008, after he broke up with his previous girlfriend which happens to be our classmate. He is a smart guy, a cool one. Somehow, I can feel the "butterflies in your tummy" kind of feeling whenever he talked to me. He does make me smile each time he is near. I have never liked someone of the same age since Encik Abang Tinggi dropped out of school. I'd love to talk to him by simply asking him Maths questions because I don't have any topics to bring out, but I'm too scared to do so. I mean, though I'm not so close to his ex-girlfriend, we're still classmates and it will be awkward IF I talked to this guy in front of her, am I right? I need feedbacks. Please.